Well today was a great! Mum and I had a day out and that was great! We went to the Rocky Horror Show at Star City. It was really good and I enjoyed it a lot. First we went to Pancakes on the Rocks but at Darling Harbour - had a great lunch there. It was great to have a meal out or anywhere for that matter without having to feed a child at the same time, have other kids screaming at the table or needing something. Sometimes it is good to get out on my own. I am tired now though as the last 2 nights i have not slept well but i will have to try and get some good sleep tonight because i have a busy week ahead.
Still having my usual anxiety problems which are more annoying than anything else. I get frustrated because i just want to be normal and i especially want to spend less time worrying (especially about getting sick) and more time just having fun living. Life is too short to be so completely panicked all the time.
The house is a complete disaster area which is really annoying but i will have to just try and get on top of it tomorrow. I hate having a mess because i worry that if i get sick or something then i will not be able to get on top of it. However i dont think there is anything i can do about it tonight.
Must get the girls to bed!
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